I'm switching over to ~panic-flight.

but don't expect loads of art right away. School is coming up and I don't want to fall behind. It's junior year and I want to make a good impression for college.

I'm also going to hardcore! study art. I'm going to pretty much do an art boot camp lol. When I do post, try to look for improvements.

And I must say, critiques are my best friend. Harsh, fair, or whatever the nature, they're gladly accepted. Don't be afraid to totally rip my art apart. I love it. Except please note that they're pretty much useless on art over a month old because by that time, I will have noticed all (or nearly all) the flaws.


OH HEY LOOK AT THIS MURMUR'S DOING ANOTHER "AWW, I WANNA BE A REAL ARTIST" JOURNAL.


So yes. I'm not leaving, I'm not taking a hiatus, I'm spending less time on here and more time on my priorities. Not like you guys aren't awesome, though.

If you want to re-watch me, that's fine. If you've wanted to un-watch me, then this is your chance. x3

wat

I'm browing dA, and I keep on getting logged out. :/ I changed my password, but it still happens. Is this a glitch or, dare I say it, am I haxxed?


(ps. I'm kind of considering switching over to ~panic-flight just because I love the name. Y/N because I can't make decisions for myself?)

ALSO. I win at life.

panic-flight has 77 pageviews total and her 9 deviations were viewed 51 times. She watches 0 people, while 4 people watch her.

Overall, her deviations received 1 comments and were added to deviants' favourites 4 times, while she commented 0 times, making about 0 comments per day since she joined DA. This means that she received Infinity comments for every 10 that she gave.

Aw hells yeah.

fuck yes.

MY LIFE'S MISSION IS COMPLETE. (If I hadn't cleared my messages, I'd be pretty much even for both orz)

oh jeez my mom is talking loud on the phone and it's annoying and ahhhhhh

I swear to God I'll reply/comment. I've just been really lazy and taking naps every day because Mur is out of shape and she's running and she fails.

_{o shit o shit o shit i turn 16 in 6 days! I'm excited. I want an Abney Park T-shirt and some other awesome shenanigans.}

You should feel special.

You really should.

ROUND ONE! ding ding ding!

TO TAKE THIS SURVEY, SIMPLY PUT YOUR MUSIC PLAYER ON SHUFFLE AND ANSWER THE QUESTIONS WITH THE TITLE OF THE SONG THAT COMES ON
(I'll be using my last.fm!)


What is your name? Or what should your name be?:
Vernian Process - Rust (part 1) [Glorious! 8) I've always wanted a name like that.]

How is your life going?:
Splitter - Sjukast i Varlden [MY LIFE IS VERY METAL RIGHT NOW]

What is your nickname?:
Dr. Steel - Childhood (Don't) a Go-Go [*tilts head to one side to try to get it*]

What is your theme song?:
James Horner - Off to War [Very pretty and haunting... kinda suits me a little.]

What is your best friend's theme song?:
Between the Buried and me - Autodidact [lol she doesn't like metal]

How is your life going to turn out?:
Finntroll - Fodosagan [When I get a translator, I'll come back to you on that one. ]

Will you get married?:
Eels - Susan's house [Yes?]

Will you have kids?:
At The Drive-In - Invalid Litter Dept. [Nope!]

What will your job be?
Meshuggah - Sum [MAFF TECHER. TOTALLY.]

Did you/will you finish school?:
The Real Tuesday Weld - Kix [Nope! I'm going to drop out and do drugs and drink apparently!]

Who is your best friend?:
Winds of Plague - Unbreakable [Why yes, she is strong. ]

Who is or will be your significant other?:
The Cruxshadows - Birthday [Whoever it is, he has a birthday! It can't be that hard, right?]

Who do you like?:
Vermilion Lies - Long Red Hair [I'm lost, too.]

How will you die?:
Mechanical Cabaret - Each Day You Die a Little Bit More [._.;]

How do you feel right now?:
Gadget - Choked [Well I just ate some pretzels and now thirsty... and I run today! oh god nervous nervous]

What is your favorite song?:
Knights of the Abyss - Gridlock [Not my favorite, but sick nonetheless!]

How could you describe your parents?:
Neuraxis - The Apex

Your best friend[s]?:
Tool - Swamp Song [I don't dislike them /that/ much, I promise!]

Your teachers?:
Death - Leprosy [Don't you DARE touch me with your UNCLEAN KNOWLEDGE! Back away you heathen!]

Your significant other [or crush...]?:
Johnny Hollow - Alchemy [?]

Yourself?:
Carcass - Death Certificate [baaawwwwww]

What is your best feature?:
Mumakil - I [Well, I AM pretty fabulous!]

What will you be/should you be, profession-wise?:
Creature Feature - Atheist [Wait, religion can be a profession now? WELL HOT DOG SIGN ME UP!]

How could you describe this survey?:
Rasputina - Brand New Key [Nostalgic? I remember my mom playing the original song a lot while in the car.]

What makes you angry?:
Rosetta Stone - Adrenaline [Maybe the fact that I can't seem to get one when I need it? ]

What makes you sad?:
James Newton Howard - Darkseeker Dogs (I am Legend) [Aww, I loved that movie. ;-;]

What makes you happy?:
Folkearth - Before Battle I Embrace

What makes you dance?:
At The Gates - City of Screaming Statues [Why yes, I do enjoy metal!]

What is your favourite colour?:
Anguisette - 29 years

How would you describe yourself?:
Morbid Angel - Pain Divine [MASOCHISSTTTTT~]

Who is your worst enemy?:
Vernian Process - The Alchemist's Vision [ffff chemistry! I failed hard at it this year, with a B- and a B+]

Who do you hate?:
Dr. Steel - Slapped by Moe [logic just failed me!]

Who do you love?:
Carcass - Doctrinal Expletives

Who do you lust after?:
At The Drive In - Erboglio

~Finish the Sentence~

I wish: Zero Tolerance (Death)
I want to: Damnation (With Blood Comes Cleansing)
I want to kill: For What Cause? (Gadget) []
I want to eat: Hell Bent (Knights of the Abyss) [murmur = monstrous appetite!]
My head: Way Too Wicked (Mortiis) [fff you betcha!]
I am: Lack of Comprehension (Death) [I don't get things]
My best feature is: Last Words (The Real Tuesday Weld) [WITTY MURMUR IS WITTY]
My eyes are: The Sentinel (Gadget) [dur hurr watching things]
My hair is: Expect the Unexpected (Control Denied) [I has crazy flyaways. Like Apollo Justice's...antennae...had an awkward hair baby with my Nathaniel. )
My face is: Ascent Through The Spheres (Morbid Angel)
You should: Reek of Putrefaction (Carcass) [I'm not smelling you! >]

~Random~

Words of advice: Diva Satanica (Arch Enemy)
How do I see myself?: Lost in Despair (Ensiferun) [This is SUCH a moving song. But inaccurate lol]
How do others see me?: Lone Wold (Eels) [I AMM A LONE WOLF, I ALWAYS WAS AND WILL BEEEE~ Haha, now THIS song fits me! I'm an Antisocial Amy)


ROUND TWO! ding ding ding!




1) First list all your OC’s by first name so we can see your list of all your wonderful OC’s

I'm going to list the important ones because I have a fuckload. I count my character's families as characters, so yeah. I haven't introduced like... any of these characters yet and there's probably a chance that I won't, so I put little parentheses with a short description about them.

1. Nathaniel Longston, the Eighth (The scientist that everyone knows and loves!)
2. Ivan Longston (Nathaniel's younger brother)
3. Nathaniel Longston, the Ninth (Ivan's eldest son)
4. Dr. Matthew Kelusin (fff Dr. 'Sin. Don't tell me that ain't awesome. Nathaniel's assistant.)
5. Jessica Kelusin (one of Matthew's older sister)
6. Royal Aerocorps Group Commander J. D. Neltrin (Mr. Ego! Got a big enough title?)
7. Alexandria Neltrin (The above's wife)
8. Tobias "Hermes" Higgins (Mail-carrier and pigeon trainer)
9. Valerie Ackerman (Engaged to Hermes. Speaking of which, ~Bisquet is engaged! GO GIVE HER A HUG.)
10. Tom Ackerman (Valerie's younger brother)
11. Abel "Star" Aldebaron (Gambler and superstitious freak)
12. Alene Hobbes (Nathaniel's arch nemmmeessiiisisss! Actually, she's his ex-fiancee. )
13. George Hobbes (Not that important, but Alene's husband.)
14. Mordecai (A big cyborg. Was a mentally unstable military commander, but after a half suicide attempt, half ambush, his body was put back together and he hates ittttt.)
15. William Guntner (Neltrin's superior)
16. Vincent (airship pirraattee, co-pilot, and accordion player)
17. Jules (Poet, airship pirate, and navigator.)
18. Marshal (Captain of the HMS Battleaxe)

Ah, I give up. Like, six of them have set personalities, one is developed, and three are on their way to development. :/ Let's just pretend that you care!


2) Who is your favorite OC?

Nathaniel, the Eighth. I'm not too sure why, maybe because he is the most developed?

But, I can tell that Mordecai is probably going to be a very fun character once I get around to developing him.

3) Who is your least favorite?

I really can't say right now. :/ Valerie and Abel kinda get on my nerves.

4) Who is your most developed?

Nathaniel, for sure with Matthew trailing behind. Ironically, I've had Matthew longer than Nathaniel. Remember incinerate the antisocial sparke-binturong? I started to make him anthro, then decided upon his real name: Matthew. He was a jerkface, and now Matthew still carries that air around him.

5) Which OC would you want to date if they magically came to life?

D: None, I'm not into older guys. Well, a few years older is okay

but not like

20 or 30 years older.

6) How many girl OCs do you have? Boy OCs? It OCs?

ohjeez. I seem to have a disorder where I can't come up with girl OCs. Four from that list, about twelve overall.

7) If you were stuck in a burning building what do you think the third OC on your list would do?

He's just a preteen boy, so he would probably cry and scream for his mom and dad. Aww.

8) Name one thing you regret about one of your OCs.

Why can't they be from this time period/a real time period?

9) Which of your OCs do you think would make the best father/mother/it parent out of all your OCs and why??

Nathaniel and Jessica. Nathaniel is kind of fatherly, and Jessica just has a calm nature but a bit of an attitude.

Jessica: RAAAN I RULE THIS HOUSEHOLD WITH AN IRON FIST but you can play for a few moments more, sweetie.

10) Which of your OCs do you think will most likely be put in jail?

Vincent, Jules, or Marshall. Self-explanatory!

11) The eighth of your OCs was put into the future! What will their job be?!?

Homeless! 8D He can barely sustain himself now, why would the future change that?

12) Name the first OCs catch phrase! (if they don’t have one just make one up)

Nat-Nat? I cannot see him having a catchphrase. :/

oh jeez. *brainfart*

"You see? I told you I would do it!"

13) Do all your OCs live together or are they separated?

Aside from the pirates and the gypsies I haven't mentioned, they all live in the same general area.

14) Are there any pairings that are in your OC list? (they can’t be with someone else's)

Hermes x Valerie, Alene x George, Neltrin x Alexandria, and Jessica x Phillip

15) Your seventh OC switched bodies with you for a day! How will they react at the end of the day?

Alexandria? Probably tired and frustrated. I run, she wouldn't even think about doing anything athletic, I wear pants and T-shirts, she thinks that dresses are pretty much the only suitable clothes for a women, etc.

16) Your last OC just became a fifteen year old. What do they do?

Marshal! Grin and realize that he is young and a heart-throb* again!

*results not typical.

17) Now randomly select a person on your OC list. Who was it?

Tom Ackerman.

18) That OC you just chose? Yeah they think they are superman (even if they are a girl) and are on the roof about to jump off./

Poor uneducated farm boy. Maybe when he was younger I would have believed it, but he's older now and not /that/ dumb.

19) Are any of your OCs bored of this meme?

Yup. Matthew, William, Neltrin, Jessica, and Nathaniel, the ninth.

20) Would your second OC prefer the beach or the mountains?

Mountains. Ivan doesn't like water.

21) Would your tenth OC battle a shark?

Tom? Goodness, someone's making smart choices today!

22) Which OCs hate each other?

Hermes and Neltrin are at an eternal ego-match, Nathaniel and Alene with George are on bad terms, Nathaniel doesn't exactly like his brother Ivan because he is more successful than him, and Neltrin and Guntner both hate my airship pirate crew. C: It's their job.

23) Which OC did you create first? And last?

As I stated in a previous question, Matthew was the first one. Tom was the newest, I believe. C:

25) And if those two were fighting, who would win?

That's tough. :/ Tom has the most muscle from working on the farm, but Matthew does have his Strength Serum and other wonderful concoctions. I think Tom would win.

26) Are your OCs fat or skinny?

They're about average. I have some chubby, some skinny, some muscular, and a few obese ones. (Those are going to be a challenge to draw!)

27) What are your first 2 OC's favorite foods?

Nathaniel and Ivan. Nathaniel enjoys a nice stew, and Ivan likes fruit, especially apples. C:

28) If your listed OCs were in a fight to the death, who would emerge victorious?

MORRRDDEECAAAIIIIIII!!! >:|

That dude's a BEAST. /godmodding

But Neltrin and Guntner would probably be close in.

29) There's a zombie attack and your OCs are stranded. Who do they elect to be their leader?

I think there's a game like this. I think it's Unhallowed Metropolis, but I could be mistaken.

Neltrin, Guntner, and Marshal would form a triumvirate of AWESOME.

30) During said zombie attack, who's the first to die?

Nathaniel the ninth, because he's a kiddo. Then, Valerie because she's a gimp.

GO FOR THE SICK AND YOUNG ONES.



ROUND THREE! ding ding ding!



Rules
1) Post these rules
2) Post 8 true things about yourself
3) At the end you must tag 8 people and post their icons
4) Go to their page and send them a message saying you tagged them
5) NO TAG-BACKS

1) I hate it when people watch me. No matter if it's a simple glance while I'm typing up a comment or a full-on stare at me from across the room, I can't stand it. I always feel like whenever I'm online, someone can find something inappropriate about what I'm doing. I usually keep a "safety" browser open, probably the news section of dA, for whenever someone walks by. I'm not doing anything wrong, but I still feel like it can somehow be connected to inappropriate doings.

2) I use unsuitable adjectives. I call SS uniforms "cute" in the way that someone would call a babydoll top and jeans.

3) I nearly choked someone to death, and I dug my nails into that same person's hand.

4) Murmur is totally sane.

Totally.

5) I LOVE learning. I read the dictionary for fun, I pick up textbooks and flip through the pages, I record documentaries on TV, and I always seem to have a little store of useless history facts.

6) I love tea and coffee. I stumbled upon a little organic tea shop and I just about came. My favorite is green tea, but I'll settle for just about anything.

7) I have a bad memory when it comes to people and events that happened recently. Facts? I'm fantastic with them.

Another note, I tend to view really old memories in third-person. I can see myself in my memory, but I can't see the memory as I saw it. /incomprehensible

8) I'm really excited for my sixteenth birthday, but I'm not going to do anything big. Probably just going to have my sister come over, maybe invite a few friends and go to the movies, but that's about it. I don't like having birthday parties because it feels greedy. D:

Kind of like "hey! I'm inviting you because I want stuff!"


I tag:

Murmur's back from her vacation and is in awe at how large her monitor seems in comparison to her cousin's laptop. I'm kinda slouching in my chair right now because it seems larger than life.

_{(Reminds me of driver's ed when they brought out beer goggles and had us walk on a line. Mur would not make a good drunk - I had to hold on to the tables as I staggered up to the front of the class like I was completely smashed!)}

It was fun, but stressful. Family drama, there is no escape from you, is there?

I'm in the process of looking through my MILLIONS of messages. FUCK.


Last time I said to stop updating so much, I was for cereal.

WRY DONT YOU LISTEEN TO MEEEEEEE?


Anywho, I did some drawrings while I was there - Maffew's ref, Hermereses's ref, J.D. Nellytrin' s reff(lol shirtless) and a quad BC entry, CHEEBS of Maffew and Hermes and Murmur hating the sun,


oh god what else

this hugefuck picture made with all markers. I cannot find good foliage colours. 8(


So yeah.

I'm excited to start running again! I've got some sweet new shoes and a burning passion to burn calories! 8D


also

I DONT GET THIS.

I'm outside like 80% of the school year and yet I'm still pale as a sheet of paper.

I spend five hours at the beach and I roasted like a rack of lamb. (ffff yum lamb!)

Aloe Vera is my biffle.